Wednesday, January 31, 2007
GAHH... i'm dying of boredom ): i suck at sciences and basically everything that has to do with school.... this is just great ): i feel like dancing... i feel like dancing all the time... i hate school... i wanna quit school... and nobody's really giving ms dee the correct answer... hahahahha i just want school to end... and i'm freezing in this lab ): even with my dance jacket... oh well...
anyway, i went to ccr on sunday... finally... after so much pleading with my mum (: and she's allowing to stay at hof permanently (; yay... thankyou rebecca and tricia for making me feel so welcome at hof (: and karen too... oh oh I WANNA JOIN DANCE MINISTRY!!! (: whhhhheeeeee... but of course i'll get settled down first (: hopefully i'll join rebecca and tricia's cell (;
alright.. i got to go do some stuff on molecular genetics or something...
bb (:
4:33 PM
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Monday, January 22, 2007
this is so weird... i wasnt in the mood to blog for like so many months and now i feel like blogging all the time... hmm what's going on in me man... oh well this is good anyway (: people please tag more often (:
i feel quite upset that i cant go for ms wee's class on tuesdays cos of ballet coaching and actually for official trainings, i cant go for any at all... monday and friday is syf prac which i dont need to go (since i pulled out) and tuesday is technique class where i cant make it ): now i cant get to know the juniors at all ): especially cos they're not in the items for reverie as we are in so basically i dont get to see them at all... which kinda sucks cos i feel so disconnected ): and i still have 2 plus years to last in this dance club... oh well somebody please tell me what to do...
to rongqi: dont be too upset okay... we know you're having a hard time but take it easy... just remember that we'll always be here for you (: you still have a nice birthday to look forward to (: we'll have fun together in dance okay? and if you really cant handle it, just drop it, really... and come and talk to us whenever you want to cos we'll always be here (: love you loads (:
everybody's under so much stress nowadays cos of school and i think moe should really consider changing the syllabus and everything a little cos if they dont do so, students are really going to start going nuts...
if i had the chance to, i would really rather choose to be enrolled in a dance school than in a normal education school cos i love dancing so much more than studying and sometimes, i wonder why i even study... and in a dance school, i will still have normal lessons, just not as much but it doesnt mean i wont learn anything... sigh... i guess probably singapore doesnt have enough resources and developments in terms of the arts... maybe after As, i'll go overseas to study (: oh oh and the other time, a few of us were talking in the studio and we were FANTASIZING about creating a Christian dance company in future together... hahahhaa oh well, who knows? maybe it will come true (: after all, we've been friends almost all our lives (: 11th year now (: and they are the BEST (: thanks guys, you people rock!! (:
loves. tata (:
1:20 AM
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
life is such a bore ): homework comes like a flowing river which just never stops... can i just quit school please... argh...
i went to sengkang methodist church today... for the 2nd time... and well i sort of know a FEW people there like brenda, deborah, sandar... yea... and we were talking about forgiveness today (:
"SIGNS OF FORGIVENESS"
1. not mentioning the bad things
2. not making the person feel afraid of you
3. not making the person feel guilty (by purposing mentioning the incident or something)
4. not letting the person lose face
5. will protect and bless them (:
Before we can forgive others, we have to:
1. first seek the forgiveness of God
2. choose to be broken and humbled before Him
You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with your hands
And lead me in your righteousness
And I look to you
And I wait on you...
I'll sing to you Lord a hymn of love
For your faithfulness to me
And Im carried in everlasting arms
Youll never let me go through it all
Entrust your life in God's hands and He will bring us through it all (: Praise the Lord (:
5:46 AM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
bio presentations... sigh... i shall look at the brighter side of life...
oh i heard about dance auditions on tuesday... hahahaa it was HORRIBLE so i heard... i cant believe how much our standard will drop.. i think it's really bad la... ms wee wanted to take in only like 3 people but what can 3 J1, 3 TA2 and 3 TA3 do??? 9 people for dance??? that's freaking PATHETIC... so in the end, ms wee pushed in 19 people and i hope they really arent as bad as i heard or else zaki will so scream on friday when he sees them... they took damn long to learn the syf dance and only the first few sets la... i hope they do a good job in the items they are doing for reverie... and now seniors have so much responsibility cos we have to train the juniors so that our standard wont be so lousy when the J2s leave... ): i'm so going to cry when the seniors leave... they are such super nice people (: meng ai, sharon, seha, nadine, zheya... etc... you guys rock man (:
haiz i just wish i could do more for dance cos now i'm not in syf and i feel so slacker la... if there arent enough items, i might consider choreoing one item maybe... JUST MAYBE cos i doubt my standard will be good enough for the concert and dance in general... oh well...
anyway, grade 8 exams are coming!!!!! I LOVE POETIQUE!!!!! i'm so going to do it for exam... i seriously dont know about character and classical actually.... i kinda want to do waltz (spelling?) but demi-character is like something we have been doing for so long so i might just do better in that so see how la... and i LOVE LOVE THE COMPULSORY DANCES (: and i'm in the same group as KYRA AND DAPH!!!!! whee hee.... after so long finally the last grade we're going in for one exam together (: our leotard is going to be super nice... suggestions of colours??? hahaha oh well...
and ms pang asked me and jody to take advance foundation this sept which is CRAZY because i havent learnt the work and neither am i strong enough... but I SHALL TRY (: and if i make it, i'll be freaking happy!!! cos then i'll be doing much less work for advance 1 since the work is so similar (: if not, i guess i'll train two years and directly take a1 but that will probably be super tough so yea... see how i guess...
YAY THERE'S FINALLY REVERIE PRACTICE AFTER SO LONG!!!! i miss all the self-choreo rehearsals and everything (: yay and i'll get to see all the dancers again!!! love them all to bits (:
tata.. so looking forward to maths ):
5:26 PM
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
SCHOOL STARTED )):
well after not blogging for so long, i am finally in the mood to blog (: haha thanks to val (: haiz the first few days of school is so sian ): to be honest i'm kinda disappointed with the teachers we got this year but well, i guess i'll survive... even though i'm kinda freaked out by m.tan but i know he's a good tutor so yea (: i'll live (:
ARGH my timetable sucks big time man... everyday ends at 3pm except for friday and i seriously hope i dont die for sciences... wednesday's are so slack though... we have almost two hours of free period after break so basically it's kinda 2 half of free periods... haha and well you know, wednesdays are civics and contact time days so like we dont have many proper lessons left...
and oh guess what, i forgot to tap my card both yesterday and today so i got to go look for mrs cheong to get her to edit my attendance... poot... i shall make sure i remember to tap tmr and if i dont, i'm so gonna bang my head against the wall!! anyway, our class is so pathetic, we have like 4 guys... FOUR out of TWENTY-FIVE.... that isnt even one-fifth!!!! goodness, are smart guys that rare??? hahaha okay i'm kidding, to any guy who sees this, it is NOT discrimination or an insult against guys (:
gosh this year is gonna be nuts man... okay at least for the first half of the year cos we're having reverie III and syf... EEK!!okay even though i'm not in syf but i guess reverie rehearsals are gonna keep me busy... haiz... last year we had rehearsals pratically every single day after school ): poot and plus my ballet coaching classes are like tues, friday and saturday... and ms pang might add one on wed so i'm kinda screwed and if i dont organise my time properly, i'm so gonna DIE ): oh well...
oh and the sixers went to watch confessions of pain on wednesday... goodness it was groggy and so graphical... eww... shiao told us it was nice and persuaded us to watch and we actually bought it and basically, she spent the 1 hour plus in the theatre screaming and closing her eyes so actually i think she paid 5 bucks to watch only about half an hour of the entire movie... hahahaha
well the conclusion, never listen to shiao's recommendations and never go with her to watch a movie (:
SHIRLEEN SHIAO!!! WHERE'S MY 5 BUCKS???
OH OH and guess who i saw in tj today!!!! i saw SHIXUAN, CHINGYI, GORDEN, CAROL, FERENA!!! hahahahhaha what a surprise man (: not that i was surprised to see gk or sx but well the others i was surprised (: i had no idea that i would see them at tj (: WELCOME TO THE TJ FAMILY GUYS (: hahaha sorry i'm slightly high now... and because of this, i figure i should stop blogging in case i go nuts and blog some stupid crap... hahaha
4:05 AM
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